2 months

It's amazing that it's already been two months at 12:14pm that we said hello and goodbye to you Grant. 

This entire week I relived the whole induction/labor process and delivery. 

I do not like to relive that Thursday. 

It feels like yesterday. And when I say that I mean down to smells, exhaustion, pain. All of it. Yet it feels like years ago that part of my soul was ripped out from me. 

Today we blew bubbles to your tree and to you in heaven. 

You didn't stop chiming your wind chime. A red robin flew infront if me today. We saw four dragonflies. 

I know you were here with us love. 

My heart aches....