When you're making fun of all the wacko's in your family...hah! Well it's kind of true.
So this past weekend was our annual family reunion and boy I swear I'm learning more things then I really want to know...but I'm also learning people's characters and that deems interesting to say the least.
It was quite nerve tracking seeing the ex inmate bebop on in acting like a father with his prison sandals and sweatpants still on...oh with his Bengals hat cocked to the side acting like a thug...gag me puuuleez. I didn't believe you then and I don't believe you know. I would almost be willing to bet everything I own on the fact that you will indeed get into trouble again this year and end up back there for good...and it would be better for your daughter that's for sure.
For Gr Unc I just can't believe your actions....one day you will regret this...you truly will. You have left behind some great people for what I consider not so great people who definitely don't have any real character and who don't clearly care for their family or else they'd face the music instead of ignoring it.
But ultimately they will reign over you and them so it will all work out. I hope so because he is truly a spectacular person...and it's your loss not his.
For the daughter of Satan...I can barely muster enough energy and niceness to stand you anymore. You are so full of it and an ugly shrew....yes that's my new nickname for you! You walk around acting like you know what you're talking about but you sound like a complete fucking moron....just shut up! I always think "no she can't possibly top her crazy antics" but then you go and show me you can.
He would leave you if he had the money and if I ever win the lottery I will give it to him to do so because you make him miserable, you make your children miserable, and well I guess it's because you're miserable. Get off your fat ass and help your family out instead of mooching off of mine!
And for you missy with the stick up your ass let it go...your husband is actually a really great person and very enjoyable but after the accident you have made him feel and think that he's worthless...he lit up that night without you cramming down his throat how "this isn't how the story went ...or that never happened" just let him be. He stayed out that late because he didn't have to listen to you bitch and he was happy. ....and she'll end up pregnant within a year if you don't back off. She's not your property anymore....GET OVER IT!
and you two...you're both delusional haha...this is not real life...
And G people aren't perfect and the sooner you realize that that happier you'll be....everyone knows we're not perfect so quit acting like we all have cute little white picket fences and have the 2.5 kids.
Ohhhhh and I'm fuming that, that little asshole gets in on it...not right...he could give two shits less of our family. I can't believe you'd even do that. seriously.
Well anyone who reads this probably won't understand but it's probably still funny haha
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
A reflection...
So in light of some things that have happened (that really had nothing to do with me) I started thinking...did I say the right thing? Did I stand up for what I believe and others believe in? Do I give into bullies?
Well yes, yes, and yes.
I tend to try and be neutral...who me? Haha yes well in some cases I do. I try and do both sides and sometimes I just get angry with the way people think...and it's the complete opposite sometimes of what the crowd thinks.
I don't know you live life and nobody can judge you since they haven't walked in your shoes but sometimes it's so blatantly obvious that you weren't thinking and did something stupid so why can't you be called out for it...regardless if you're happy or not.
Sometimes I'm a royal bitch and I know Mike wants to strangle me. Sometimes it may appear I'm all happy and perfect and Mike calls me out on it...never in front of people but he's right even if I've made it appear to be he wouldn't in front of people.
I think this world needs to be more honest because that's what's wrong these days. Everyone wants to tip toe around and blow sunshine and rainbows up every one's asses...well guess what?! That doesn't make it better and it makes you a hypocrite because you know damn well you're sitting there looking them in the eyes, or sitting at that computer, or on that phone thinking "what a dip shit" so why not say it.
I finally stood up to a friend who was making some really stupid life altering decisions and she decided she didn't want me around because her "new" friends all blew the sunshine and rainbows up her ass and guess what...she got burned again and again and again.
And then she wised up and now that she's making good decisions she wants to be buddy buddy again.
Not my problem.
So no it's not my problem that I speak freely (and I do take feelings into consideration) but for one second if you really think these people are your friends....well you're dead wrong.
I digress....
Well yes, yes, and yes.
I tend to try and be neutral...who me? Haha yes well in some cases I do. I try and do both sides and sometimes I just get angry with the way people think...and it's the complete opposite sometimes of what the crowd thinks.
I don't know you live life and nobody can judge you since they haven't walked in your shoes but sometimes it's so blatantly obvious that you weren't thinking and did something stupid so why can't you be called out for it...regardless if you're happy or not.
Sometimes I'm a royal bitch and I know Mike wants to strangle me. Sometimes it may appear I'm all happy and perfect and Mike calls me out on it...never in front of people but he's right even if I've made it appear to be he wouldn't in front of people.
I think this world needs to be more honest because that's what's wrong these days. Everyone wants to tip toe around and blow sunshine and rainbows up every one's asses...well guess what?! That doesn't make it better and it makes you a hypocrite because you know damn well you're sitting there looking them in the eyes, or sitting at that computer, or on that phone thinking "what a dip shit" so why not say it.
I finally stood up to a friend who was making some really stupid life altering decisions and she decided she didn't want me around because her "new" friends all blew the sunshine and rainbows up her ass and guess what...she got burned again and again and again.
And then she wised up and now that she's making good decisions she wants to be buddy buddy again.
Not my problem.
So no it's not my problem that I speak freely (and I do take feelings into consideration) but for one second if you really think these people are your friends....well you're dead wrong.
I digress....
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Pain in the Neck...
Literally.
I isn't going away and now I think I may have a pinched nerve.
At first I thought I slept wrong but now that this has been hurting in a serious way since Tuesday and putting heat on it isn't working I think it's not going away on it's own.
Right now I have some throbbing too ugh.
I literally can't turn left or even put my ear to my shoulder..hmpph yah I can barely tilt my head.
So I'm getting a referral to a Chiro and I'm so freaking scared. I've never been and I always think that if I go I'll be the one where they snap my neck wrong and I end up paralysed...yes morbid but that's me.
Well my day went by quickly a little too quickly actually. We had visitors so about 2.5-3 hours were taken up and I got nothing done. Now I have stuff to do and haven't boo!
I isn't going away and now I think I may have a pinched nerve.
At first I thought I slept wrong but now that this has been hurting in a serious way since Tuesday and putting heat on it isn't working I think it's not going away on it's own.
Right now I have some throbbing too ugh.
I literally can't turn left or even put my ear to my shoulder..hmpph yah I can barely tilt my head.
So I'm getting a referral to a Chiro and I'm so freaking scared. I've never been and I always think that if I go I'll be the one where they snap my neck wrong and I end up paralysed...yes morbid but that's me.
Well my day went by quickly a little too quickly actually. We had visitors so about 2.5-3 hours were taken up and I got nothing done. Now I have stuff to do and haven't boo!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Ahhh geez.
Well shall we just tear into this one today?! I say sure.
Well you all are aware of me wanting a child so it's no surprise that this topic is brought up a lot to plant the seed haha.
We had met with our friends for a few drinks and that topic arose...and I got upset as usual by the way Mr. B was handling it. Finally Uncle Kevin said "He's scared" looked Mr. B right in the eyes and said "You're scared" and Mr. B said "You're so right" which is fine...I told him listen I don't know what's going to happen and I don't know what life will bring and that is scary but I do know that we will be great parents and I know we can afford it. Then he went on and on about cost.
And Uncle Kevin wouldn't let it go and I'm trying not to cry and Auntie Jen was like "Ok Uncle Kevin drop it" haha.
There was a comment made by Mr. B in passing the other day that hurt me so I told the whole crowd and Mr. B said "I know that was hurtful and it was wrong to say...that's not how I really feel"
So.....I told Uncle Kevin if he gets pregnant before me I'll be angry haha.
And I told Mike he doesn't know how easy or hard it will be to have a child so waiting another year and then what if we have fertility problems and then Mr. B's like 36 or 37 before we have children..I don't want that.
So on the way home we drove past a daycare by our house and Mr. B says "I want you to call around and get prices" I said no because he's just going to prove his point of how expensive it all is. Well I looked online and found some were about 135 a week. He said that's a lot. I said listen we're paying 500 in credit cards alone and all of that will be done hopefully by the end of this year but no later then March of 2010 and even if we got pregnant today we wouldn't be due until April so we can take that money and put it towards the daycare...he then said "But theres other expenses" I said "forget it" now I'm doing it my way haha
On to something pretty serious....Mr. B in law (or Mr. B's dad)
He has already had a stroke and a heart attack in his lifetime. Before me but not that long ago. I believe it was about 5 years ago.
As of right now he has one clogged artery 100% and the other is 60% but they won't actually do anything until the other is 80%. Seems odd to me but hey they're the professionals. So he doesn't go back until August 20th.
Well he goes all over the country for work. They were in Texas for quite some time then off to Montana and now Texas is calling him back. Well the in law's actually live in Tennessee. So today he is off to drive to Texas but Mrs. B in law isn't going. She has some things to prepare for the leave back at home. I told her she should fly to Texas but then her sister isn't doing well either so she was going to get her to come up to the house for a couple of weeks.
Mrs. B in law is really really scared. And I get that. She's very dependant but I told her that Mr. B in law has got to change his lifestyle. No more eating fried stuff, no more smoking like a chimney, and no more boozing all the time. She said he won't but he's scared. I can imagine this is scary.
So please all say a little prayer and think about him. I've been doing research on all natural pills that will help lower cholesterol in hopes to get him in a better place.
Only time will tell. But that's simply another reason to have a family now. You don't know when you'll be taken away from this earth and you might as well have enjoyment and meaning while here.
It just makes you think about how precious life is and enjoying it with the ones you love and adore. And that's exactly what I plan on doing.
Well you all are aware of me wanting a child so it's no surprise that this topic is brought up a lot to plant the seed haha.
We had met with our friends for a few drinks and that topic arose...and I got upset as usual by the way Mr. B was handling it. Finally Uncle Kevin said "He's scared" looked Mr. B right in the eyes and said "You're scared" and Mr. B said "You're so right" which is fine...I told him listen I don't know what's going to happen and I don't know what life will bring and that is scary but I do know that we will be great parents and I know we can afford it. Then he went on and on about cost.
And Uncle Kevin wouldn't let it go and I'm trying not to cry and Auntie Jen was like "Ok Uncle Kevin drop it" haha.
There was a comment made by Mr. B in passing the other day that hurt me so I told the whole crowd and Mr. B said "I know that was hurtful and it was wrong to say...that's not how I really feel"
So.....I told Uncle Kevin if he gets pregnant before me I'll be angry haha.
And I told Mike he doesn't know how easy or hard it will be to have a child so waiting another year and then what if we have fertility problems and then Mr. B's like 36 or 37 before we have children..I don't want that.
So on the way home we drove past a daycare by our house and Mr. B says "I want you to call around and get prices" I said no because he's just going to prove his point of how expensive it all is. Well I looked online and found some were about 135 a week. He said that's a lot. I said listen we're paying 500 in credit cards alone and all of that will be done hopefully by the end of this year but no later then March of 2010 and even if we got pregnant today we wouldn't be due until April so we can take that money and put it towards the daycare...he then said "But theres other expenses" I said "forget it" now I'm doing it my way haha
On to something pretty serious....Mr. B in law (or Mr. B's dad)
He has already had a stroke and a heart attack in his lifetime. Before me but not that long ago. I believe it was about 5 years ago.
As of right now he has one clogged artery 100% and the other is 60% but they won't actually do anything until the other is 80%. Seems odd to me but hey they're the professionals. So he doesn't go back until August 20th.
Well he goes all over the country for work. They were in Texas for quite some time then off to Montana and now Texas is calling him back. Well the in law's actually live in Tennessee. So today he is off to drive to Texas but Mrs. B in law isn't going. She has some things to prepare for the leave back at home. I told her she should fly to Texas but then her sister isn't doing well either so she was going to get her to come up to the house for a couple of weeks.
Mrs. B in law is really really scared. And I get that. She's very dependant but I told her that Mr. B in law has got to change his lifestyle. No more eating fried stuff, no more smoking like a chimney, and no more boozing all the time. She said he won't but he's scared. I can imagine this is scary.
So please all say a little prayer and think about him. I've been doing research on all natural pills that will help lower cholesterol in hopes to get him in a better place.
Only time will tell. But that's simply another reason to have a family now. You don't know when you'll be taken away from this earth and you might as well have enjoyment and meaning while here.
It just makes you think about how precious life is and enjoying it with the ones you love and adore. And that's exactly what I plan on doing.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Re-Arranging the garage
To actually make it look like a grown up's garage hooray!
We were already planning on getting some nice shelves and some place Mr. B can do stuff on a table of some sorts. When we were at Lowe's the other weekend we couldn't agree on which set. But none the less it was like 200 which isn't too bad but you really don't get all fuzzy inside dropping 200 on shelving for your garage...opposed to oh I don't know going to drink at The Chimes twice haha.
But in lieu of us getting the In Law's old fridge (which isn't even old. Mr. B in law works out of state so much...and Mrs. B in law goes with him that they're never there to ever open the freezer so of course it's going to freeze up duh) but hey no complaints here. And if we get Mr. B's Dr. Pepper machine that means more room needs to be made.
But besides the shelves that we'll be waiting on I've wanted a hangy thing (like my terminology) for shovels, rakes etc...
I found this one that I like and it's only 25 buckaroo's.
We were already planning on getting some nice shelves and some place Mr. B can do stuff on a table of some sorts. When we were at Lowe's the other weekend we couldn't agree on which set. But none the less it was like 200 which isn't too bad but you really don't get all fuzzy inside dropping 200 on shelving for your garage...opposed to oh I don't know going to drink at The Chimes twice haha.
But in lieu of us getting the In Law's old fridge (which isn't even old. Mr. B in law works out of state so much...and Mrs. B in law goes with him that they're never there to ever open the freezer so of course it's going to freeze up duh) but hey no complaints here. And if we get Mr. B's Dr. Pepper machine that means more room needs to be made.
But besides the shelves that we'll be waiting on I've wanted a hangy thing (like my terminology) for shovels, rakes etc...
I found this one that I like and it's only 25 buckaroo's.
I think it would serve the purpose for all of our little things and then when we get our shelving units we can hide all the other shit.
There will always be containers though because since that jackass owner put his foot through our garage ceiling Mr. B is just too scared to put anything up in the attic. I mean it's not like he has to put it in that area and they would be resting on the beams but then I'd have to ask him to get stuff down for me....and we all know that won't happen.
But none the less it will be a better place. Whoo
Cranky Ass Biznatch
I think it's just the total lack of sleep I've been getting but I seriously have no patience for anyone who's remotely acting an ass!
Just shut up...no body cares is what I pretty much think and I hate being that girl. I mean don't get me wrong I am a smart ass to the max but not a raging bitch. Maybe it's also because AF will be here in two days...but it just doesn't feel like normal PMS...just really tired.
Well I'm happy that Mr. B will be out with clients tonight and dinner is in the crock pot so I can just relax and hopefully get to bed before 11.
On a better note whatever was going wrong yesterday is fixed on here. I can now spell check and do fun little things if I so choose to do.
I won't of course...well I will spell check.
I'm feeling like I should be writing something important or intellectual and I've got nothing. I'm going to finish up my Europe book so I can order it and get it before my trip to Kentucky.
Just shut up...no body cares is what I pretty much think and I hate being that girl. I mean don't get me wrong I am a smart ass to the max but not a raging bitch. Maybe it's also because AF will be here in two days...but it just doesn't feel like normal PMS...just really tired.
Well I'm happy that Mr. B will be out with clients tonight and dinner is in the crock pot so I can just relax and hopefully get to bed before 11.
On a better note whatever was going wrong yesterday is fixed on here. I can now spell check and do fun little things if I so choose to do.
I won't of course...well I will spell check.
I'm feeling like I should be writing something important or intellectual and I've got nothing. I'm going to finish up my Europe book so I can order it and get it before my trip to Kentucky.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
4th Re-Cap
So I totally forgot about the 4th. We had a great time. We went over to our good friends Mr. and Mrs. C's house. They had a shit ton of people there including about 5 4-10 years olds, 7 2-5 year olds, and about 5 babies...ugh!
Uncle Kevin said "Geez it must be in the water"...then he proceeded to tell his fiance not to drink it...I then said "Give me a gallon"! haha
One of our friends plopped his 7 month old right in my lap. I turned to Mr. B and said "Doesn't this look so natural...he said "yes, and so does this"...while drinking his Miller Lite.
Oh that Mr. B such a funny man I tell you.
I decided to play in the Washers Tourney which I've only played a few times over there while drunk so I was hoping to get a good partner....and I did. I think I scored about 5 points total in the first 3 games but after that I did quite well and we went UNDEFEATED SUCKERS! We all realized half way through that we should've put some money down. There were 10 teams heck I could've walked away with like 50 bucks.
Then we played volleyball. I haven't played volleyball since the infamous play at the family reunion when I fell on my scar and resurfaced that thing. And now I have a scar on top of a scar. But I think my leg has gotten stronger..hell it should it's been over 4 years now. And I did a pretty good job. The sun was scorching on us but I managed to stay hydrated with Miller Lite bwahahaha.
We then just hung out and I was in bed by 1am. Oh and everyone loved my flag cake!!
It was a great time of food, drinks, games and friends!
Uncle Kevin said "Geez it must be in the water"...then he proceeded to tell his fiance not to drink it...I then said "Give me a gallon"! haha
One of our friends plopped his 7 month old right in my lap. I turned to Mr. B and said "Doesn't this look so natural...he said "yes, and so does this"...while drinking his Miller Lite.
Oh that Mr. B such a funny man I tell you.
I decided to play in the Washers Tourney which I've only played a few times over there while drunk so I was hoping to get a good partner....and I did. I think I scored about 5 points total in the first 3 games but after that I did quite well and we went UNDEFEATED SUCKERS! We all realized half way through that we should've put some money down. There were 10 teams heck I could've walked away with like 50 bucks.
Then we played volleyball. I haven't played volleyball since the infamous play at the family reunion when I fell on my scar and resurfaced that thing. And now I have a scar on top of a scar. But I think my leg has gotten stronger..hell it should it's been over 4 years now. And I did a pretty good job. The sun was scorching on us but I managed to stay hydrated with Miller Lite bwahahaha.
We then just hung out and I was in bed by 1am. Oh and everyone loved my flag cake!!
It was a great time of food, drinks, games and friends!
Just Blah
That's all I really have today. I'm stuff full, wasn't in a very good mood earlier anyways (although Love Is A Battlefield did cheer me up) and now it's raining...don't get me wrong I want the rain to stay!!! But when you're tired, full, and bored at work...rain=me no likey.
Although my lazy ass won't have to go water tonight so that's a plus. And thank goodness dinner is something simple (steaks, mashed potatoes and gravy) but I do have to do some laundry. But I'm pretty sure that I can get away with one load since it's so close to the weekend.
Saturday I think we're headed to MS to see Mr. B's mawmaw especially since Mr. B senior will be staying the night there...then he'll follow us to the house since Mr. B senior is dropping off their refridgerator and Mr. B's Dr Pepper machine on Sunday morning. We'll be putting those bad boys in the garage....which means hooray I get my way and we can finally organize and throw a bunch of shit out! yesssss
I've slowly been throwing away stuff...well as much as I can every week. So tomorrow (Thursday) Mr. B is most likely going out with customers and I try and take the trash out Thursday night...so it's perfect to throw away some of his junk...
Maybe I can talk him into putting together our golf stand.
I just read this and have realized that I live a very pathetic and lonely life haha.
Wow I think I need to shop online now or something.
And why is the layout different now....no spell check? No cool things ugh
Although my lazy ass won't have to go water tonight so that's a plus. And thank goodness dinner is something simple (steaks, mashed potatoes and gravy) but I do have to do some laundry. But I'm pretty sure that I can get away with one load since it's so close to the weekend.
Saturday I think we're headed to MS to see Mr. B's mawmaw especially since Mr. B senior will be staying the night there...then he'll follow us to the house since Mr. B senior is dropping off their refridgerator and Mr. B's Dr Pepper machine on Sunday morning. We'll be putting those bad boys in the garage....which means hooray I get my way and we can finally organize and throw a bunch of shit out! yesssss
I've slowly been throwing away stuff...well as much as I can every week. So tomorrow (Thursday) Mr. B is most likely going out with customers and I try and take the trash out Thursday night...so it's perfect to throw away some of his junk...
Maybe I can talk him into putting together our golf stand.
I just read this and have realized that I live a very pathetic and lonely life haha.
Wow I think I need to shop online now or something.
And why is the layout different now....no spell check? No cool things ugh
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