Sugar Doll Award

The beautiful lovely Jin gave me a Sugar Doll Award. I am supposed to give it out to 5 Bloggers but that will have to be for a different day haha

I am taking baby steps...like 1. was announcing I got an award a while back...2. Is actually saying 10 things about myself (which is a requirement in receiving the award)...3. Giving the award to 5 other bloggers.

I'm working on it folks!

ok so 10 Things you didn't know about me before...

1. I have this OCD issue with numbers being on odd numbers but only with alarms and volumes. So like when I set my daily alarm is either has to be a 1, 3, 5, 7, or 9 however I don't like using 5 at all. My preferences are always 1 and 7 i.e. 7:31 or 7:37am...car radio's if they have an actual number I like them to be odd too.

2. When doing things like decorating everything has to have a partner or equal itself out. I don't like mis matchy things...another OCD issue apparently.

3. I'm left handed. Growing up all throughout elementary there was just one other kid and myself. Brian Nagle...he ended up playing QB for Navy and went on to MIT...he's very smart haha

4. I am obsessed with watching late night tv on TV Land. I love Roseanne and Golden Girls...I secretly think about how when I'm older if Mr. B dies before me I want to live with women like that hah

5. Most people's first impressions of me are that I'm a big ol bitch...but it's just that I tell it like it is. I don't have time for fakeness in my life and I don't have time for you if you're well useless, classless, dramatic, ignorant, racist, or a bitch. I've been told many times by my friends that they heard all these bad things about me but when they actually hung out with me they realized I'm one of the most caring, loving, hilarious, but feisty friends they've ever had. They know I have their backs through thick and thin. Nobody hurts my family or friends. And some people just can't handle my big personality. Don't get me wrong what I just typed made it sound like a raging bitch and I'm not really I promise...but the older I get the less time I have for BS. But if you need someone at 4am to cry on or bail you out of jail I'm your girl forever and always.

6. I want breast implants...always have and always will until I get them. I once went in for a consultation after I had gained a lot of weight due to BC so they were bigger then normal and he said well he wouldn't recommend it...then he proceeded to say I could do this, this, and that and remove that 3rd nipple...I said excuse me?! Ok folks it's a tiny mole under one of my boobs...that's when I realized he wasn't the doctor for me...and because I was so upset with him we spent the money on a new bedroom set haha but hey we still have that bedroom set, and those B boobs, and that "third nipple". But after my first or second kid I will be getting them...Mr. B already said so :)

7. I'm obsessed with teeth. Every day I look at my teeth and find things wrong with them. I am now convinced my teeth are shifting and that I may need invisoline...I've never needed braces and that's something I was very proud of but now I may :( well no doctor would but they would give me invisoline...maybe

8. Since my husband has lost weight (he did get this before but not as much) he's gotten a lot of people asking if he used to play Professional Football. He's very broad and big...that's a huge turn on to me and I become proud even though he got hurt in college and couldn't continue playing.

9. My biggest vice is US Weekly, and many reality shows...my favorites are the Real Housewives series...Facebook, message boards all of that junk...can't help it...will never change

10. Geez this is tough...I hate feet. But think I have pretty cute feet haha except for my second toe on my left foot..its bigger then my big toe and was broken oh I guess about a year ago and it kind of healed wrong and now it turns down and towards my big toe more instead of straight and it drives me crazy. If I had endless amounts of money I would get it corrected....SHUT UP and quit giving me those side eyes...I know there are freakish things about all of you that you'd change.

And I'm finally done...wow I'm a fucked up individual hah

ShoeDazzle

Ok thanks to Jin (geez you'd think she's like my idol or something :) )

I signed up for Shoe Dazzle. It's a site where you sign up and taking some quiz like thing and everything month they send you 5 shoes and if you pick they charge you 30 bucks and you get the shoes...if you don't like any you don't get charged and you wait until next month.

Well my January shoe list I didn't care for much and then February came and I kind of like some but then just got an email today about the new shoe called the Wynn which some of the proceeds go to help fight Heart Disease in women which is the number 1 killer of women.

Soooo let me know if you like any of these shoes and which ones I should get (I mean just one pair) Mr. B wouldn't be happy with anymore then that.

So help a girl out...

kthnxbai

Okay so...

I knew if I blogged about it, it would happen. And by it I mean her...haha

So I guess I'm going with a 34ish day cycle....eh whatev's...the Saints are going the Super Bowl that's all I really care about now haha

I can't even breathe at work I mean I know I say that in every post but it's true.

I really hope this call today is about a raise...I really really hope so. And if it is I'm going to fake Mr. B out and say oh it was the same ol "you're doing so great we appreciate you so much crap" and he'll buy it.

And then maybe I'll have a really good work out since I'll be so happy haha and then when he gets home I can tell him....well only if it's good news :)

Some good news though....

I've been awarded a blogger award!!!! I'll post about that tonight since there are some things to it.

So exciting and it just makes me want to actually start blogging more!

Wish me luck!

drowning

ugh...still no hope for any relaxation.
I'm so behind on this and you all know how much I used to love to blog.
i have so many pictures to post and so many weekends.

well i thought I was getting my period but then it really never came...but i know in like 2 days it'll show up out of the blue so I'm not thinking I'm pregnant..

although i have some killer heartburn

tomorrow I'll be getting a call from my boss and my bigger boss...apparently they're calling everyone in my position and my boss made it sound like it could be good.

it better be the raise we're hoping for. I'm thinking it won't just be a set price for everyone because some of us are doing more...so hopefully I can blog about good news tomorrow!

wish me luck!

yah yah yah

ok so I haven't updated like I wanted le sigh.
I just have no time when I'm doing work every night to always try and catch up.

Anyways I'm in the midst of more work while at work get to rush to the gym, rush home to continue cleaning up my pig sty, and then more work whoot.

Anyways I have a question for you ladies either A. who's boobs always get sore before their period or B. for those ladies who ended up with a BFP how did it feel if they got sore before you tested?

Do I think I'm pregnant eh not really...but here's the deal.

Last month was the first month that I ever had sore boobs before my period. It's just never been a symptom of mine..so I thought hmm odd but she showed up right on time (my body got used to the 28 days thing again yahhh)

Fast Forward to this month.
Boobs started hurting slightly on Friday got more serious Saturday and Sunday and Monday and yesterday were like wowza!

I was due to start on Sunday/Mondayish...no go...not a huge concern because it could just be whatever.

But last night I sat there massaging my boobs for a good 5 minutes because of the pain and my nipples....GOOD GOD MY NIPPLES!!! I have never experienced pain like that before...well yes I have but that's not appropriate for her haha jk

Not like this...and now I have heart burn and I think back and I started getting heart burn last week.

But that happens sometimes.

Anyways I'm just wondering maybe with age my symptoms are changing or it could possibly be a BFP. Highly doubt it and honestly it's the furthest thing from my mind. I'm really at ease with all that baby stuff since we'll officially start trying in a little over a month anyways :)

But yah just wondering how all you lovely ladies work.

Peace be with you :p

I'd like to...

apologize for not being around more...especially since I was on a roll...however.

and this is a BIG however.

I won't.

Work has been so nuts lately that the past 3 days of work I ended up trying to get rid of a headache and stomach ache throughout the entire night le sigh....

I always wished for more work and to feel busy all day long until it happened....and boy did it happen over night.

If there was more money involved I wouldn't have a problem...well that's a lie...I would but it sure would make this a lot easier.

They say they're looking into it but who knows really.

My name is being thrown around like crazy which is awesome....my really big boss has been giving me kudos...i mean if I can't get money this is the next best thing.

I've been told that I've now set the bar which is good and bad but I'm at the point where I can either really hate my job and be miserable or I can try to keep a positive attitude and do my job well so that's where I'm at.

So Mr. B and I decided to have a little date night. My dad and skeletor got us a gift card to Copelands. We went back and forth on the original or Cheesecake Bistro. Since we ate at the Bistro last we went to the original.

It was crazy because as we were sitting there I realized we hadn't been at that one since we picked our wedding date 3 years ago! I can't believe how quickly time has flown by!!!

Then we waited...and waited...and waited some more. The guy that I presume was our waiter helped the table next to us and the one next to them....then I'm pretty sure I saw him help the table next to us on the other side but we had this thing in our way.

After 23 minutes...yes you read that right 23 minutes of not even getting a glance over or a hello Mr. B asked for the manager.

Mr. B is a little rough around the edges sometimes so this is how it went...

and I'm pretty sure the manager knew right away why he was being called over.

whats the problem

"Yah we've been here for over 20 minutes and we haven't gotten a hi, kiss my ass, goodbye, or water"

haha I thought oh good lord Mr. B

But we did get a free app out of it.

Then when we did get a waiter it wasn't the one that I thought it was supposed to be our the guy started it with

Well it looks like I'll be your waiter tonight.

The original dude wasn't busy so I don't get it...it's like he thought he knew us and didn't like us so he just didn't even talk to us... I mean how freaking rude.

But we had a good time after that and all is well...

I still have a lot of updating to do but I wanted to throw this one in so at least you wouldn't be too mad at me!

Crappy Mondaysssssss

Boy my Mondays are always super busy and I never feel like I can breathe. It totally reminds me of Office Space

"Looks like some one's got a case of the Monday's"

No bitch I just hate my job and don't want to be here...it has nothing to do with Mondays...it's just the same ol shit different day that is mind numbing! haha

le sigh

Anywho I think I ate too much. I got Jason's Deli. Got a 1/2 Ruben and a cup of broccoli cheddar. I didn't even finish the soup it started weighing heavily on my stomach. I didn't even get to drink as much water as I normally would.

In fact I've barely been able to drink anymore water because I can feel it sloshing around in there and feel like I could get sick at any minute.

I also feel like my throat is hurting...oh boy I hope I'm not getting sick.

I'll have to update about my weekend tonight especially since Mr. B is out of town until Wednesday.
Then he heads out on Thursday for a bachelor party in Destin (how nice right) but I'm going to get Auntie Mel on Friday and she's going to stay the weekend and then Auntie Mo is coming up too!

So hooray for fun things to look forward. It will be nice with Mr. B gone because then I have a chance to catch up on laundry and cleaning. When he's home I have to rush home and make dinner and feel like spending time with him so I neglect things.

Well I didn't even know that I made an extra payment on the credit cards this month haha so with putting my bonus towards it I think we'll only owe like 100 bucks the first week in March. So whooot so excited!

Well it's almost time for me to leave...unfortunately I have to go to Hell Mart. God have mercy on my soul!