Everyone Needs...

Some projectile bile in the morning haha

Serves me right not grabbing something to eat asap this morning.

I mean I hadn't even showered in my defense and though it was just going to be another gagging episode...nope..

Straight out of the Exorcist! haha

But I felt much better and had some honey nut Cheerios's (no milk) and did better.

I had a plan to leave today at 2 and I definitely am sticking to that.

We had so much trash from cleaning out the garage and if I wasn't leaving early then I'd head straight to LTown without going home and since people like to steal people's garbage cans I couldn't leave that bad boy out all weekend. And then I thought that would give Parle some more time to hang in his spacious laundry room instead of being boarded.

Normally we take him to Uncle Winnie's house but this weekend I just want it to be quiet especially after I leave the festival and go back to his house by myself.

Everyone needs some time alone right?!

And then I didn't want to pack last night because I wasn't feeling well so I'll have some time to do that too.

I told my aunt via email...(My mom's sister). All I did was attach the photo's and just said check em out.

She wrote back that she was crying in her cubicle and people were going to think she was nuts haha

She's such a great woman and it's amazing how she can be such a warm loving great mother, wife, daughter, sister, and aunt but my mom turned out the way she did. Yes they did have different things happen in their lives but my mom chose drinking and drugs and to not care for her children. I will always say my mother is ill mentally in some ways (nothing that couldn't be helped with a therapist and medication) but her choices in life surely haven't helped her.

I'm just so glad that I have a relationship with my wonderful aunt who is great and so happy for us.

She's so great that her and her daughter took the Amtrak from Iowa to Louisiana for my wedding. It was 1.5 days for riding each way and not as fun as they thought it would be haha but she did it and she's a great person.

Anyways in a way it was better then telling my dads side since she really knows what I've really gone through in life.

One morning she stopped by...not even sure why she did on her way to work. My mom was yelling and screaming about not wanting to get up and take us to school and we'd have to walk if she didn't obviously...so she took us and she told me "I don't understand how someone can be so cruel to their kids for not doing anything wrong"...
See my aunt is very passive and emotional and she normally never would say any bad things about anyone so for her to say that to me I was shocked but glad someone besides me saw it.

I don't know if that makes any sense but with her so excited just made me feel like yes this is a great thing and I'm going to be nothing like my mother was to me and if I ever see that I have the same things going on in my head I'm going to seek help because that is something that worries me a lot.

I know many people say they don't want to end up like their mothers but I truly couldn't bare to be like that.

Anyways I had a strange dream last night that involved me pushing my baby BOY out in two pushes, then he was like 7 months old already, a mo-ped, Michael Jackson, people that I haven't seen in 10 years....very random haha

But first baby dream. If only labor will go that easy haha

U/S Pics

Sorry for how long some of them are but it's the way the scanner at Walgreen's did it.

The Cake

It's Time For A.....

Bella Band.

Uh yah I put on some capri's for work today and they were definitely snug to start off with but as the day went on it got so uncomfortable! It's just bloat but still I figured I better go ahead and get it now because I want to hold off as long as possible in buying maternity pants.

But goodness gracious I can't wait for 4:30 to come on so I can unbutton these suckers on my drive home.

I have to stop at Walgreen's since I couldn't wait the 1/2 hour since I was starving on my lunch break to get my pictures and the CD haha

I'm also going to pick up some Lemon Heads (Thanks Jin)...I did hear sour stuff makes nausea better but she used them and I know she's been sick and it helped so I'm willing to try anything.

I think the computer definitely worsens it...I can tell in the afternoons it's much more severe at work then it is if I'm just at home relaxing. It's going in spurts now where it will be good for a day or two and then one day will be like someone took a bat to me and it just is terrible.

But I'm working through it and I'm trying to think that I only have 3.5 more weeks if that of this.

I've been having some crazy sex dreams lately....anyone else experience that??? haha I mean some crazy ones that I don't even want to admit to Mr. B let alone to you hah

Mr. B brought up the idea of buying a doppler. Part of me does want one because I longed for more time to hear the butterball's heart beat yesterday but then part of me is worried that if I can't find it that I'll freak out when nothing is wrong.

They weren't as expensive as I thought...so we'll think about it.

U/S

So....66% of you were right....we just have one little butterball in there!

I have to go to Walgreen's to scan the pictures and I'll upload them tomorrow.

I had to do a vaginal ultrasound which was odd haha

But it was so fantastic! Butterball is measuring on time and I'm glad that we waited today instead of last week because s/he was moving his/her little arm and leg buds around and the hearbeat was strong at 174!!!!

Mr. B thinks its a boy because of it's head haha

Made it sooo real!

Guess what I forgot....

My 1 Year Blog Anniversary!!!!!

How could I forget!

It was on Monday and I actually had a reminder set but life is busy so there we have it.

But doesn't that just sum it up really?! My intentions are to always blog about the things I want to talk about and then 3,4, or even 8 days later I finally get to it. Le Sigh. I'd like to say I'll get better but who really knows haha

But I do love my blog and doesn't that cake or whatever it is look freaking yummy!

Yesterday I got a vanilla cone from McDonald's on my way home and it really did ease my stomach. It's funny because I'm lactose so I always have to be careful of my dairy intake or else I pay but since I've been pregnant dairy seems to SOOTH my tummy. Mostly in the form of cream cheesy stuff but since ice cream is apparently working and I think I need another treat for the blogs sake I'm going to stop at Sonic when I leave here. ...which I think I'm going to do because this afternoon has been rough.

It's Set!

So I called yesterday and got it set up that they'll give the table some kind of dessert that will say

Due Date

November 13th

Love "our names"

Weee so excited!!!!

And it's already Thursday and the weekend will fly by and Monday's always fly by for me so I'll just have to get through Tuesday before I can see my little Butterball.

And yes that's what we'll be refering to our lil one as. I went onto the November 10 board and they're throwing around badge ideas and we're voting but no matter what I love this one the most!

How stinkin cute! Granted I'm due a few weeks before Thanksgiving but still love it!

7W5D