Tomorrow is two weeks since I delivered my precious boy sleeping and sometimes it feels like it was yesterday.
I remember every single minute once my doctor starting looking for a heartbeat to delivering him to now.
The seconds drag on. And maybe that's why it also feels like 10 years ago. Because that sadness and pain I have endured so far has added 10 years to my life already.
You want the weeks to speed by in hopes you'll be a little stronger each day but at the same time you don't because then it feels like you're wanting to move on from your beautiful child.
I'm just stuck