Friday, May 1, 2015

Stuck

Today it hit me....I'm stuck. 

Tomorrow is two weeks since I delivered my precious boy sleeping and sometimes it feels like it was yesterday. 

I remember every single minute once my doctor starting looking for a heartbeat to delivering him to now. 

The seconds drag on. And maybe that's why it also feels like 10 years ago. Because that sadness and pain I have endured so far has added 10 years to my life already. 

You want the weeks to speed by in hopes you'll be a little stronger each day but at the same time you don't because then it feels like you're wanting to move on from your beautiful child. 

I'm just stuck

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